Worried every worried is more often filling in my day lately…
I don’t know why…
Some times this feeling make my enthusiasm of happiness is dropping down…
I know I can’t be like this any much more time…
I already wasting much time just to have fun…
I’m loosing so much time just to playing around…. And think nothing accept my selfishness…
Really big ego of mine…
Now… I only have this felling… the felling which crushing my heart time over time…
And think about my quarter century of age make me realize and stunt my conscious that I have to do something that can be useful for my family…
Well all I want right know is just want to make a little happiness in my family…
Knowing that my mother is just a single parent…
Which has take care of me until I grow as right know… making me really want to pay the kindness that she has given to me…
“ mom… im sorry coz I cant be the one to rely on… and Im sorry too because i just to weak to be a head of our family…
Mom… I miss u so much… I want to give u something more… I want to make u proud…
Mom… I hate of my self when knowing that I cant do much… I hate of my self when knowing that I ever not think rather than my self…
And I hate my self because I already make u work hard just for my education…
And the biggest hate of mine is because… at the moment I have nothing to repay it…
Mom… ill promise u that I will do something better from now on… I will not disappointed u no more”
Please help me to chose the right way… so I don’t take the wrong path…
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